Victoria Grace & Her Reality.

MY JOBBBBBBBBBBB.

2011-07-04T19:08:00.002-05:00

So in efforts to save up for prom,

I got a job.

Ive always wanted a job, but my mom was iffy about it but she realized that my dress alone was $600 so a job was something that sounded good.

So I ended up getting a job with one of my good friends Ashley,

It was great at first.

But OH MY GOSH, I hate work.

For so many reasons.

SO SO MANY REASONS.

But I wont get in to all that,

I just wanted you guys' to realize where I work, do any of you guys' have Saltgrass Steakhouses in you guys' states?!

♥Vickyyy.

Happy Seven♥

2011-06-15T20:42:00.004-05:00

Sooooooooo,
June 13th, a couple days ago me and Paul made 7 months.
I know it's not really a long time, but to a girl it's like foreverrr and especially for a highschool relationship.We dated pretty much the whole school year minus Septemberrrrr.
We're out of high school now, so it's a pretty big deal to me.
Esp cause no one I date ever really sticks around, but I can't seem to get rid of this boy, and I'm not complaining.We're so different and so the same, it's like he's in my head or something.
I know him like the back of my hand and I'm sure he knows me just as well.
I am NOT an easy person to be with, so I thank God everyday that I'm with someone that can actually handle me :P
Really though,
I can tell this boy anything, he's everything that I've ever wanted in a boyfriend and sooo sooo muchhh moree.
He's one of the very few people I trust completely.
I can be my COMPLETE self around him, nothing more nothing less and I know he can do the same.
He's my little babyyyyyyyyyyyy♥
I just love the guy.
My bestfriend, my therapist, everything I could possibly want all wrapped into one=]
Every girl deserves a boy that'll love them like how a girl would love them.
I would say that every girl dserves a paul, but I quickly realized that paul isnt for everyone, just me(;
I LOVE YOU PAUL! ♥
Happy seven.

-♥Vickyyyy.

PiaaaaaaLashayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy=D

2011-06-15T20:31:00.003-05:00

PIALASHAY.BLOGSPOT.COM!

Ming is it?

I'm not really sure, but I apologize in advance if that's wrong,

But gah! I really do enjoy your blog its one out of the like 5 that I visit religiously even when I'm not blogging. Just by reading your blog I can tell we have soooo much in common! I love your blog and I hope you dont EVER EVER STOP BLOGGING!

-♥Vickyyyyyyyy.

Done With Drill Team!

2011-06-11T17:34:00.002-05:00

Woooooohoooooo.

So I've reached the fourth year of high school;

& I've graduated and all that great awesome stuff.

Which also means that I'm done with dance team,

But definitely not done with dance!

Here are a couple pictures of my last Elsik Revellier Banquet.

(above: me and boyfriend paul <3)
^^ from left to right: Senior Lieutenant Jet'an Perry, Senior Lieutenant (ME! =D), And Captain Kierra Barnessss
^^Team membersssss , I lala love them!
^^Paul, My mommy (Lisa) and meeee
^^OFFICERS!
^^My bestesttt friend Rachael (Vice President), Ma, Mrs. Petersssss, our lovely directorrr
^^Mee and my mommaaaaaaaaaa
^^ Me and the misterr

Btw, dont mind my clown makeup. I went through this three day phase of loving loud colors.

I still love them, just not so many on my eye. ^_^

♥Vickyyyy.

PROM 2011 ♥ AHHH !!!!!!!!!!!

2011-06-09T21:20:00.005-05:00

Start from the bottom! We went to prom, then San Antonio to Six Flags afterwards for a weekend ♥

♥Vickyyyyyyy.

OMG. OMG. OMG.

2011-06-09T20:39:00.002-05:00

I haven't been on here in ages.

I won't apologize, cause it'd be like the thousandth apology.

Instead I will just make a promise to myself to start blogging a little more.

I can honestly say I really did miss this thing though.

There's so much I haven't blogged about.

Shitt. Lol. The good news is that summer is here; & I can definitely blog about my summer here.

In the mean time, let me get a couple posts out to catch you guys up!

I hope the blog world is still alive, if you guys haven't migrated to tumblr -__-

♥Vicky.

Things I Love ♥

2011-03-26T12:12:00.002-05:00

♥Vicky.

Who Knew. ♥

2011-03-16T00:43:00.003-05:00

I've never cared about somebody as much as I care for you.

Your happiness is my happiness.

Your pain is my pain.

You're my therapist, my best friend and the only person I can be my TOTAL self around.

I know im blessed to have you.

You take care of me,

You give me all the unnecessary attention I need,

You pop my pimples and still think I'm pretty without my mask of makeup.

You're my right hand man & I wouldnt have it any other way.

Anything I do with you; I love.

Anywhere at anytime, I love, because im with you.

I guess sometimes the best things in life come unexpected.

Because I never knew that my favorite place in the world would be right in your bed;

In your arms.

♥Vicky.

Inspiration.

2011-03-14T22:32:00.001-05:00

♥Vicky.

(:

2011-03-13T23:55:00.002-05:00

♥Vicky.

OH MY GOSH!

2011-02-20T13:45:00.002-06:00

OH MY GOSH!

Blogger is making me madd!

I keep typing like in different sizes/colors/fonts.

But you can only see when I italicize or bold it,

The color or size isnt showing!

See!

I tried to make the word, "color" in this blog lime green but you cant see it!

& I tried to make the word, "size" in this blog in large but its notttt doing it!

Ugh!fklejfkfjsdalkjf!

♥Vicky.

Cute, Adorable, & Eco Friendly (:

2011-02-20T13:43:00.001-06:00

THESE ARE FREAKING CHALKBOARDS!!!!!!!
You cant tell me that's not awesome.
♥Vickyy.

2011-02-20T13:39:00.000-06:00

Testing one two three

What I Made (:

2011-02-20T13:22:00.002-06:00

So Valentines day has passed already,
But I thought I'd upload a couple pictures of what I made Paul for Valentines day;
I slaved for a whole two hours :P
Tehehehe♥
I think i've had the best Valentines Day by far. ♥
♥Vicky.

Typical Sunday Afternoon. | ♥

2011-02-20T12:50:00.002-06:00

I got my cookies!
I just thought Id start off by saying that since my last post was about these cookies.
I found them at Fiesta, yes; that nasty ass store. Lmao.
Theyre also available at Food Town too though.
Anywayssssssssss, I thought I'd upload a picture of what I do on Sunday afternoons.
Does anyone else do this?
My Sundays are hours and hours of eating cookies, being on facebook when im supposed to be getting homework done.
So basically they're my work day. I guess.
Lmao.
♥Vicky.

Favorite Things #502

2011-02-04T10:26:00.002-06:00

When I was little I used to DIE for these crackers!
They're so cute and they taste good (:
I hated the plain animal crackers, and to this day I still hate them. Haha.
But I want these but Walmart doesnt have them, or at least when I looked.
So maybe Ill go look again.
Okay bye guys !
♥Vicky.

♥

2011-02-02T21:45:00.000-06:00

♥Vickyyy.

Favorite Things #109

2011-01-21T20:25:00.004-06:00

♥Vicky.

♥

2011-01-19T20:34:00.001-06:00

The nails are my favorite. (:

♥Vicky.

Happy Birthdayyy Polishh! (:

2011-01-10T20:28:00.000-06:00

♥Vicky.

Things That Make You Think.

2011-01-08T14:42:00.001-06:00

♥Vicky.

Potential In 2011.

2011-01-02T12:18:00.004-06:00

Everybody has potential.

I have it.

You have it.

Everyone has it.

It all depends on if you use it or not.

Some of us think we have no potential ,

So we never utilize the possible potential that we do indeed have.

Some of us are just sooooooooo damn lazy that all of our potential goes to waste. Some of us are both.

I'm both.

& Although every year I have the same set of resolutions that never get achieved,

Ill stick with this one and the rest will follow.

Everyone can be great.

& It took me a while to actually realize that.

Just because I didnt get into Harvard or Stanford doesnt mean Im not smart;

Just because Im not the valedictorian doesnt mean Im not capable.

I used to think sometimes academics just wasn't my strong point.

But I realized that that wasnt it.

Believing that academics wasnt my strong point, was in fact the very thing that was enabling me.

If you believe something negative about yourself, you're not gonna be very willing to change it.

You'll mope around about it.

Well at least I do.

It may seem like other people around just get it.

They just have everything put together.

Everything well thought out.

Everything.

Just everything.

While you on the other hand are just one giant mess.

Literally.

Im like one giant mess.

Lol.

& I figured,

Its okay to be one giant mess.

Some people work differently from others.

Being a mess works for me.

However,

Making changes about my mess will benefit me.

Ya know?

Like positive changes.

So my resolution is to just work harder,

Even if that means working harder means working longer.

Remember that the world is indeed a competition.

But also that your biggest competition is yourself.

It really is.

No corny stuff.

♥Vicky.

I Want Rooms Like This!

2011-01-01T13:12:00.003-06:00

Arent these cool?These are soooooooooo creative!

♥Vicky.

Realize The Difference.

2010-12-31T18:16:00.002-06:00

Sighh.

Life is funny.

It really is if you think about it.

That's why I think us girls' should really be careful when it comes to the guys' we date.

& Really ask ourselves sometimes, "Is this who I really wanna invest myself in?"

I've only been with the boyfriendd that I have now for a little less than two months,

& he knows more about me than my Ex ever has.

& We've been on and off for a year.

I'm more connected to the boyfriend I have now, than anyone else.

He's my bestfrienddd and I really can be my total self around him;

And thats REALLY important.

I dont ever feel the pressure of having to look a certain way ;

I can be all dolledd up,

Or I could be in sweats and a hoodie and he'll still think the sun shines outta my ass.

Now when you find that in someone,

You better keep that person around for a long time.

There's a different way a guy treats you as oposed to if the guy likes you or just wants to get in your pants.

They may say the same things, do the same things,

But the way they go about doing so is totally different and I think girls know that;

They just dont really wanna realize it;

Because girls like dickheads. Haha.

I would write a whole essay about this topic but I have to get ready for New Years church service.

♥Vicky.

I wanna make this!

2010-12-31T12:03:00.002-06:00

It looks weird doesnt it?

But its soo cutee.

It called Cake Batter Chocolate Bark.

& I actually hope I like it because I dont like dark chocolate like that.

If you wanna see the whole recipe click here!

I always wanna make this type of stuff and end up not liking it.

But this seems really fun & cute and I hope I dont mess it up :/

♥Vicky.

Smoressssss.

2010-12-28T21:08:00.002-06:00

Ive been craving smores for like the past 3 or 4 days.
Its actually driving me crazy.
Which is wierd because Ive never made smores the right way;
Ive always made them with my friends in all these crazy bootleg ways.
Sighh.
I want smores!
Ive been in a funk the past couple days too so maybe this is just what I need!
Grrrrr. >:[
♥Vicky.

I'm A Sucker For Stuff Like This(:

2010-12-23T19:45:00.003-06:00

If this isnt the absolute cutest picture you've ever seen in your entire life, I dont know what is.

♥Vicky.

Allow Me To Re-Introduce Myself.

2010-12-20T15:21:00.005-06:00

My name is Victoriaa.
Seventeen.
Seniorr.
Blah blah blah.
I have 398402 brothers and sisters.
My mom is black, and my dad is Nigerian.
Im probably the friendliest person you'll ever meet.
Im naive about most things, and usually think that things just work themselves out.
When people first meet me they tend to think Im snobby, or stuck up,
When truth is, I have nothing to be snobby about.
Im closer to the lowerr than the higherr.
I hate bugs and things that crawl.
I love Cotton Candy icecream and can eat Pasta everyday for the rest of my life.
Oh, and frenchh fries.
I large portion of my life is dedicated to dance,
In fact I dont think I will ever stop dancing.
Its hard to explain but I think Im the most anti-social socialite in the entire world.
I love getting to know people, and meeting new people;
But friday nights and saturday nights I often find myself in my bed with my stuffed animals.
Preferrably my turtle Duke Morris.
I despise fruit.
It makes me naseous and if it touches me we will have serious problems.
I hate jeans. No. I actually hate pants in general. I do everything in my underoos when Im home.
I sleep in 'em, walk around in 'em, play 360 in 'em.
I wear tons of makeup,
And no I do not have low self-esteem.
Ive only had three boyfriends in my entire life.
& I pride myself on that.
I have a boyfriend now named Paul and he's the greatest one Ive had so far. ♥
He's prettyyy cool =D
There are soo many things ab0ut me that no one knows, or will ever know;
Good things, bad things, uneccesary things. Lol.
But I guess Ill stop here,
Because I can babble for hours on endd(:
♥Vicky.

Juicyyyy♥

2010-12-20T14:47:00.004-06:00

Soooooooooo this is the first juicy bag ive ever bought.
EVER.
& I want another one.
The only other Juicy bag Ive had was this tote that came with the Viva La Juicy Fragrance I bought a while back. =D

Hahahah.
So this bag was actually 228.00
Its on sale at Neiman's online for about 138.00 if you guys' want to go out and get it.
One lesson Ive learned tho,
Is that when you want to invest in a Juicy Couture bag;
Or any other bag for that matter,
Youve got to be smart,
In which I typically am,
But I just saw this bag and INSTANTLY had to have it;
However if youre thinking about buying a nice bag be smart !
Try stores like TJ Maxx, Ross, And Marshalls first;
They dont have alot of good stuff most of the time,
But they do have those days where you can walk in and find a Betsey Johnson bag for about a hundred bucks.
Sooooooo, with that being said one day I was in Ross because I needed cheap pajamas because I was going out of town,
And boom,
There my bag wass.
Just sitting there on the rack.
And you wanna know how much it was??
89.99 !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eight nine ninety freaking nine!
I was sooo maddd !
But I still think it was worth the money anyways.
I wouldve paid $300 if it came down too it.
Sincerely;
♥Vicky.

http://www.neimanmarcus.com/store/catalog/prod.jhtml?itemId=prod120440027&ecid=NMCIGoogleBaseFeed&003=5840816&010=V0MUB&ci_src=14110944&ci_sku=V0MUB

PS. Theres the link if you want to buyyy ittttttt. ^^ ♥

111310♥

2010-12-18T23:20:00.003-06:00

Sometimes the people that come in to your life unexpectedly ; Are the people you need to keep in your life. ♥ (:

♥ Vicky.

Get In Shape Before Summer Type Workout. (:

2010-12-11T16:32:00.001-06:00

This seems like a really great workout !

And the video really helps !

Minus all the sounds these people are making , it kinda creeps me out :/

Enjoyy!

Sincerely;

-VictoriaChanel.

Laugh Of The Day : Paddle Pool Fountain !

2010-12-11T16:21:00.004-06:00

You cant tell me this isnt funny. Lmaoo. Who makes stuff like this?!?!?!

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

OMG ! This lady is SOO drunk ! Haha !

2010-12-11T16:05:00.003-06:00

Drunkest Lady Ever from TubularGoldmine - StumbleUpon

Drunkest Lady Ever - watch more funny videos

sincerely;

-VictoriaChanel.

FDakfaj(

2010-12-06T19:00:00.000-06:00

http://www.soifound.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/weird-love.jpg

♥

2010-12-05T22:34:00.000-06:00

All sizes | Even after all this time, the sun never says to the earth "You owe me."... | Flickr - Photo Sharing!

Sincerely;

♥ VictoriaChanel.

IM BACKKKKK!!!!!

2010-11-20T07:52:00.001-06:00

Ayeee Whassup!

Im SOOOO sorry Ive been gone.

Seriously, I need like a punishment or omething for leaving you guys so long.

Ive missed you guys so much!

& Ive missed blogging!

I think I lost about 2398420398 followers.

Lmao.

But Im back now, & I plan on regaining them ALL.

I love you guys. ♥

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

THROWBACKKK: Me & My Little Brotherrr ♥

2010-08-05T00:49:00.003-05:00

Awwwww.
This was the day my brother Alex got his first minor hair cut;
& I got my first perm.
Sighh*
Thats when I had pretty jet black hair:/
I must say we are one good looking family.
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

I Would Lick These If I Could . .

2010-08-04T23:55:00.002-05:00

Seriously,
Like my mouth watered and my jaw dropped when I saw these.
They're by Minna Parikka ;
I dont really care for the rest of the shoes she's done.
& From looking at this pair ,
I probably wont like the texture of these.
But its just something about them that makes me want to steal them. . .
& They're my favorite color (;
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Little Addiction #52

2010-08-01T20:48:00.003-05:00

CANDY CORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im have this really really wierd obsession/addiction to candy corn.
I dont know why.
But I love it ;
I seriously never get sick of eating candy corn.
The thing is ;
I CANT FIND IT ANYWHEREEEEEEEEEE ANYMORE.
Like damn.
Wth happend?!
Ive been to about 3 Walmarts.
& One Walgreens.
Oh and a dollar store.
( Dollar Stores in Houston tend to have the really cool old OG candy )
But I ended up empty handed each time.
Im getting so frustrated.
Im craving it soooooooo badlyyyyyyyyy.
Im seriously starting to consider ordering some online,
But I have abused my debit card way to much, and plus at dylanscandybar.com its twelve dollars.
Lol ; I think not.
I wish it was Halloween like everyday so stores can keep it on shelves (:

But seriously, does anyone know where I can get Candy Corn in houston?!
Man, Ill drive to Dallas or Galveston if I have to.
Lol :D
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Summer's Major Changes + Realizations.

2010-07-31T00:51:00.005-05:00

This summer I realized a couple things.

I realized alot of things actually:

That this summer is my last real summer, after this im off to college.

Next year needs to be about three things and three things only.

Those three things are: FAMILY. SCHOOL. DANCEE. Everything else can wait.

I need to stop this disease called "Procrastination" play like Nike and Just Do It.

I need to stop my nasty eating habits.

No matter how much you may want someone or something, if its not meant to be its just not meant to be. Which totally sucks, I knoww.

Although family is suppose to stick together, if family is toxic, then you cut it out like cancer.

I don't fit in because im totally wierd; But its okay, because I found another oddball and her name is Sam. I seriously dont know what I would do without Sam♥ Ily girl (:

Im alot more athletic than I thought I would be. ( Random, I know.)

Im older now, and things are getting serious. Its time to start taking responsibility.

There is no such thing as friends, only associates. -Zro

Confidence isnt something anyone can give you; Its something you must give yourself.

People who succeed in life push themselves ; People who fail in life stay in one spottt.

Sometimes we think that the people around you care ; When in reality , if you died theyd grieve for an hour and move on.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

WRITERS BLOCK.

2010-07-31T00:28:00.002-05:00

Im sincerely sorry that I havent been posting lately;
Its no one's fault but my own.
I wasnt even busy or anything.
I just havent had anything to write about;
Which in my opinion is one of the worst feelings in the world.
When you know you want to write about something, anything.
But nothing comes to mind.
But I feel like Im back now and Ill be back to my normal posting habits.
Sincerely;
-VictoriaChanel♥

CLASSINESS 101. ♥

2010-07-29T14:42:00.008-05:00

Class.

Class is something that every girl should have.

Every girl.

The sad thing is ;

No one really has it anymore.

As if class ; Just doesnt matter.

Well it does ;

It may determine someone's first impression of you.

It may determine wether a boy respects you or not.

& That's where it gets scary.

Girls think that Im exaggerating when I say ;

That a boy will seriously do and say anything to get in your pants.
& Most times , The girl knows better ;
They just end up coninciding anyways for whatever reason.
& To me ; Its either for a few reasons:

Low Self Esteem. Most girls probably think that they dont have low self esteem , but to me , if you get that "wanted" feeling, whenever your with a boy ; You most likely arent happy with yourself ; Your WHOLE self.
Im BAD. Some girls might think that being easy ; or doing other things of that nature is okay ; if guys have sex almost all the time ; why cant a girl ? Yes this is true , society has a double standard with that ; but just because a guy does it ; doesnt mean that its okay ; or that its right.
No Father Figure. When girls dont have a father figure its easy for them to seek and/or find affection in guys ; simply because theyve never had it from their father. Girls might not think so ; But if you really think about it. Thats probably why. To fill the void. Or perhaps you do have a dad , and you guys just arent as close as you guys should be. & You unknowingly look to someone else (a boy ) to care for you and love you.

To Fit In. OH MY GOSH. Alot of girls probably say they have their own minds ; make their own choices ; & what not. & Thats good , matter of fact thats very good. However, sometimes things just happen, not because we necessarily want them to happen; but if your bestfriend and your cousin and all the girls in your PE are doing it; then why not right? Because then you wont feel left out when your friends get together and start talking about it; & when your on the phone with a boy you like. Well, sometimes its better to feel left out ; because in cases like this the majority isnt always right ; & its way better to be in the minority. Or perhaps your just curious? Well curiousity killed the cattt. . .
For Attention. Yeaaaaaa. If your being sleezy ; attention is most deff the one thing you will get ; among many other nasty STD's. But yes, attention ; word would probably get around that your easy ; or youve done things ; and boys will start coming for you left and right. It might seem like theyre really interested in you ; but really their interested in your vagina. Seriously. Its all fun and games on facebook sometimes ; but posting statuses like "he likes the way i ride it. . . (:" is TOTALLY going to attract attention. Especially if you have a target on your back from previous wrong doings.

To Make Guys Like You. Of course. This is probably one of the most important reasons. Girls do it all the time ; To me you should never ever put out to make a guy like you. If you feel like you have to do things you dont wannna do in order to get that guy ; or to make that guy stay with you ; then chances are he's not the guy for you ; no matter how much you may want him to be. A guy who really likes / loves you will wait for you no matter how long it takes ; believe me I know. He'll wait for you until Hell freezes over.

In conclusion ;
I really want girls to think before they do things ;
think about how youll feel afterwards ;
Think about whose gonna find out ;
& Think about why your doing in the first place.
Im not saying be nun and never have sex ; or things of that nature.
All Im saying is that sex or anything related to that should be special.
You shouldnt just do it because of the reasons mentioned above.
So just THINK.

Is It Just Me Or . . .

2010-07-04T03:26:00.003-05:00

does it seem like theres alwaysssss that one boy ;
that your always gonna have a soft spott for;
no matter what you guys are;
friends; exe's; whatever the case may be . .
i feel like in every girls' life theres always that one little boy that will always give you butterflies;
yuh know?
the nostalgic feeling you get when get when you see his name pop up on your phonee. .
when you hear his voicee. .
yuh knoww all that cuteee stuff. . .
haha, i just wanted to know if any other girls agreed.
but im done !
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

DISCLAIMER: This post is not about anyone. . . no one at all. So please, now mess okay? Okay.

The Ultimate Difference.

2010-06-20T23:40:00.003-05:00

There are alot of differences between boys and girls but I think that theres one ultimate one.
&& That has to deal with feelings.
I believe that when a boy catches feelings ; he can throw them away just as fast as he caught them ;
But when a girl catches feelings, we catch them fast ;
&& It actually takes us awhile to let them go ;
&& Of course girls can say stuff like "Not me I never take boys seriously"
That is a L I E !
No matter wether you take them seriously or not ;
If you like him , its gonna take you longer to get over him.
Periodddd point blank.
So girls should just stop fronting nowww.
Women are emotional creatures and most men just arent as emotional as we are.
Its okayy.
All im saying is ;
Thats the whole difference.
I dont understand it ;
But thats how it pretty much is.
When a boy doesnt like/love you anymore ,
Then he really doesnt like/love you anymore.
No matter how you slice it.
So when your daydreaming in the middle of the day thinking about him ;
&& What he's doing or if he even thinks about you ;
That guy is playing basketball with his friends or probably on to the next girl ;
Its sad but its truee.
So my point is ,
STOP THINKING ITS NOT OVER !
Lol ;
Dude , Its over.
If he says its over,
Then its really over.
Dont keep on wishing and hoping that its not.
Go ahead and get on the ball and work towards getting over him.
And if he does come back then itll be a surprise.
And y o u could choose on wether you want him in your life or not.
Nahhhmeann?!?!?
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Smile; Who Told You Life Was A Cake Walk? (:

2010-06-14T16:18:00.004-05:00

(please dont mind my hair. . i was boredd this morning♥ )

Ahhhhhhh.
When life beats you up ;
Dont get mad ;
Smile, and fight back (:
No matter what goes wrong in your life ;
People ; things ; jobs ; whatever ;
You should always fight back.
Because its your life ; your happiness.
So if you dont like something ; change it .
If you dont like someone ; cut them out.
Just enjoy life for what it is ;
Life really isnt that serious ;
I mean it is . .
But it isnt.
Things are going to go wrong on the regular.
People are going to dissapoint you on the regular.
I guess its just our job to learn from them ;
&& Not allow these things to happen again;
Because like i said ;
When life hits you ;
You better hit back.
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Are You Kiddinggg Mee. .

2010-06-14T03:18:00.007-05:00

Wtf is really going on mann.
Its so random.
Dont ever wear your emotions on your sleeve ;
Someone might actually play with themm.
I knew better.
I really did.
I can honestly say I've never liked somebody so much so fast,
Which is wierd. . because I dont "like" boyss that easilyy. .
But I liked him.
I never knew I could meet somebody and become so mesmerized by them in such a short amountt of timee ;
My mind went crazy with things I wanted to do with you and say to you ;
I thought up this wholee summer with you ;
I got my hopes toooo toooo high up in the air ;
I sincerely liked youuu , sincerely .
I actually thought to myself this guy might not go anywhere for a longg time. .
But just like that, its over .
Everything.
Everything that was so "amazing" to me,
Was probably just whatever to you.
I kneww,
I kneww things were going to well.
Too good.
too greatt.
Its not really fair, but heyy ;
That's life for you.

Ughhh.
Its 4:55 in the morningg, and im not even sure how I feel.
But its not good.
I dont ever want to feel like this again actually,
Because it kinda hurtss.
So remind me,
To never ,
Ever ,
Get comfortable.
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaGrace Johnson Utomi.

Need A Personal Stylist?

2010-06-13T22:55:00.003-05:00

Welll if you do then I have just the person for you ;
RUTH ! ♥
If your in college and need help putting together a new wardrobe for the ne year then she's your girl.
She's actually your girl wether you need a wwhole wardrobe or just a couple outfitss.
For a small fee this girl will have you looking on pointttt in no timee♥
She also does hair so if you need help in any of these areas and you probably do then you should call her at 832 814 1507 ♥
&& ruth if you dont want your number on here sweetie just tell me(:
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Discontempt. | It Just Doesnt Feel Rightt.

2010-06-13T00:21:00.003-05:00

I dont really think Im at peace with myself.
In fact, I know Im not at peace with myselff.
Every time I go to sleep my mind just seems to go into turbo mode ;
I feel like I'm not reaching my full capacity.
With everything I do in life,
I feel like im in the middle.
I could either go for it and do really exceedingly well,
Or do "okay."
Which is no longer acceptable to mee. .
Its like something has been building inside of me,
I knowww for a fact that I can do and accomplish so many amazing things in life;
I just dont know what yett.
Its kind of hard to explainnn;
I get so tiredd of waking up to the same four walls;
Seeing the same old people;
Doing the same old thing; day in and day outt.
It urks me.
It frustrates the hell outta mee, to know that I could be doing something so amazingly incredible with my life but i cantt.
Maybe I'm the one holding myself backk from doing whatever it is that I wanna do.
Iono.
But I just really hate not doing anything with my life;
I wanna be productive;
I wanna help people.
I wanna help people in every wayy possiblee. . .
I want to help in every sense of the worddd.
&& Im not sure how Im gonna do that yettt but I will.
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

my sweet little confessions♥

2010-06-12T17:31:00.004-05:00

uhmmmm yeaaaaaaa hereee i go . . . ♥ ^_^ (:

all my sweet little confessions ♥ ^_^
i wanna make you breakfast on a sunday mornings before going to church(:
i wanna tell you all my secretss and listen to yours♥
i wanna buy you boxes and boxes of toaster strudel(:
i wanna hold your handd and never let it go♥
i wanna look into your eyes and tell you how fascinating you aree to me;
i wanna watch scary movies with you so i can purposely jump in your arms whenever theres a scary part(:
i wanna cook you fancy little dinners on late nightsss;
i wanna write you really longgg letterss that youll probably never read(;
i wanna make you soup when your sickkk and cookies for no reason♥
i wanna have really long intellectual conversations with you till 4AM in the morning♥
i wanna lay in the same bed with you and do absolutely nothing at all . . .♥
i wanna play xbox 360 with you and other weird game systemsss(:
i wanna explore and learn everything there is to know about lifee. . with you♥
. . there is so much more i wanna do with youuuuuu;
but if i post it heree then youd most deff know who you aree. . . ♥
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

My Chickkk Baddd.

2010-06-11T21:19:00.006-05:00

I guess we all know that friends come and go ;
I can be the first one to tell you that ,
But when I tell you this girl is like my Ride or Die I mean ittt (:
She's been there for me since like 6thh gradee ' even tho we didnt like eachother till the 8th ♥
Her mom and my mom are pretty much bestfriends just like we are which make things even much more cool lol :P
Anywaysssssss;
Its wierd how we get along because we're total opposites but she's probably the realest frienddd I havee and Ima stayyy with this bitch for a long ass time :D
Excuse my language(;
I LOVE YOU KANDICE MONROEEEE ! ! ! ! ♥ The pictures from now on are probably the oldest pictures ever so disregard the lameness(:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

I Get Frustrated.

2010-06-11T18:41:00.002-05:00

I get frustrated.

I get frustrated when my mom goes to the store and takes it upon herself to make friends with everyone in the store and have 45 minute conversations with them.

I get frustrated when I feel like Im being blown off by the one person I never want to be blown off by.

I get frustrated when I procrastinate to the point of no return.

I get frustrated when someone leaves me in the car saying theyll be right back and they take 4 freaking hours and its like 105 freaking degrees outside.

I get frustrated when people know im frustrated and insist on trying to cheer me up. Just leave me the hell alone.

I get frustrated when people act like they know what the hell they're talking about when they really dont and their just being ignorant.

I get frustrated when people feel the need to yell at me when something goes wrong. Dude your less than 2 feet away from I can hear you even if you whisper.

I get frustrated when people say that their gonna do something and they end up never doing it. Then you shouldnt even offer to do it in the first place.

I get frustrated when something doesnt go my way and I start feeling helpless because I cant do anythingg aboutt it.

I get frustrated every time I try to make toaster strudel and I burn it which is like every time.

I get frustrated when my mom makes dinner and she knows its something I dont eat.

I get frustrated when I open a box of skittles and all I see are the nasty little orange ones.

NO ONE EATS ORANGE SKITTLES ! THEYRE GROSS !

I get frustrated when im late for something due to the behavior of other people.

I get frustrated when I cry for no reason. Like who does that? Me apparently.

I get frustrated when I look into the frudge and theres nothingggggggggggg to eat.

I get frustrated when my mom buys Tangy Sunny Delight instead of Smooth Sunny Delight.

I get frustrated when people scold me for things I do when they do it too. Perhaps more than I do.

I get frustrated when I see the same hardworking people at the bustop every morning && the same rich assholes driving Benz's to work. If it was up to me Id give each and every one of those hard working people brand new cars.

I get frustrated when I text people and they dontt textt backkk but they update their status on facebook.

I get frustrated when there isnt anymore Toaster Strudel in the freezer.

I get frustrated when I blow up on people and I realize it was my fault instead of theirs.

I get frustrated when I dont understand something and everyone else doess.

I get frustrated when I miss a spot when I shave my legs.

I get frustrated when I drop something and it breaks.

I get frustrated when I get into those bitch moods for no reason.

I get frustrated when I get frustrated for no reason.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Dear Eno , (Part Seven]

2010-06-11T02:21:00.004-05:00

I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU.
Let me just say thatt.
So please dont think thatt.
Ive just been soooooooooooooooooooo busyy.
I took my SAT's last week and I feel really good about themmm.
But I dont want to get to cockyy about themm and then get my resultts and they suckk.
So Im just going to hope and pray that I did well.
:D
I take my ACT's saturday at Bush High.
Urghhh.
I dont wanna take anymore testsss at all.
Im all testedd outtt !
But I guess after Saturday its overr.
Things have been pretty hectic lately but its whateverr.
&& My summer has been pretty sucky but it has its highlightss.
You know I was never that much of a partierr.
I also put together like this huge list of goals that I want to accomplish for myself.
Yuh knoww, just to be productivee.
:DD
But I decided to write you because I miss you and all that good stufff soo allow me to update you :

School: Im finally a seniorrrrr ! Likee YESSSSSSSSS. It doesnt really feel like it though. Idk why.
I still feel like a sophmoree. But Im looking at two colleges, TAMUCC && SFA.
Idunnoo.
Lol ; Of coursee there are alot more to pick from but I like those twooo (:
Uhmmm yeaahhh. Thats aboutt itt. . . Not much to write about school durring the summer. . lol ; OH !
But I did make Senior Lieutenant of the Revies thoughh((:
So you should be proudd of me . . Or something (:

Boyssss: Why does this topic make me blushh so muchh?? Hmm(:
Well, I do talk to a boy.
Well at least I think we talk. . :D
Lmao, hes veryyyyy adorable and very charmingg(:
Things are goingg really really well for us ;
Sometimes I think things are going to welll . . But I figured I should stop trying to figure outt why its going so well ;
&& Just enjoy the fact that it actually is going so well ♥
Lol deep stuff ritee?
Yeaaa yeaaaa :D
Lifee: Well, lifee is life I guess. I canttt complain at all ;
Im still breathing, I got both of my legs and arms and my family is alive and well ;
I dont think I can ask God for anything elseee.
I think Ive matured so much this year that its unbelieveablee.
I mean really doesnt it feel like your reading a totally different person's letter?
Yeee Im suree.
I just realized that life is just lifee.
If we all lived our lives right ;
Then we should have nothing to worry about when we do die. .
Lol thats not my quotee I stolee it from someone(:
Friends: Ahhhhhhhhhh, they come and go as they please I guess.
I dont really care really ;
I know for a fact that Im too odd and too different to fit in with anybodyy heree.
Whichh I dnt really know if thatsa good or badd thingg.
Friends leave out of my life just as quickly as they walk in ;
So I try not to take them to seriouslyy.
Ill stickk to my four favoritee girls: Ericcaa Rach Oreva && Gracee (:

Uhhmm: Yeahhh. So I think thats aboutt ittt. Butt uhmm I miss you. And I love you.
I really you were here rightttttt now.
Like right this secondd.
So I could hug you and tell you how muchh mean to mee.
You made life suckk just a little less for mee. .
&& it still doesnt suckk because I know your reading these freaking letters. .
I know Im not writing them for nothing♥
Ilyysoomuchhbabee.
You are not forggottenn ;
Pleasee please pleasee knoww thatt.
You are not forgottenn. I love youuu eno beano(:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaGrace Johnson Utomi.

Blogggerrr WTF?!

2010-06-11T02:13:00.002-05:00

UGHH ! ! !
I absolutely hateeee hatee hatee the new design templatee crapp that blogger came up withh !
Because now I cant use my cute little default layouts for my blogg !
Am I the only one that thinks that they should go back to the old templates?
I meann Im just sayinn . .
I need the Minima template for my layouts and now they dont even have it !
I meann dangg !
I cant do anything with these stupidd new templates they haveee ! !
Ughhhhhhhhh Im so maddd :((
Blogger if you were a person I would smackk the crap out of you !!!
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

You Cantt Tell Mee This Isnt Cutee♥

2010-06-11T00:50:00.004-05:00

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww♥
This is my little baby Christiannnn(:
&& This little boyy really reallly really wanted to go to the pool so when we were at the beauty supply store we told him that if he didnt let us put this wig on him then we wouldnt take him to thee pool ;
Lmaoo that was sooo meann :[
But isnt he cutee?!?!?!?
Blahahah this guy is like two feet tall runnin' around the store with a wig on his headdd♥
AWWWWWW(((:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

My Ideal Guy♥

2010-06-10T00:57:00.011-05:00

Okayy.
So I know Ive discussed in a earlier post that I was designed to be alone.
Which I still stand by till this day because I highly doubt any man could handle the intense amount of insanity that I come withh.
However,
I do know what I want in a man,
(If I ever chose to marry)

I knoww im a little ahead of my time here because Im sixteen and all,
But a girl knows what she wantss♥

Im not gonna describe the perfect man here,
Because I know that no man is perfect,
&& Thats a man's perfect is that man at his best,
So I can only ask for that man's best.

However,
I do want the obviouss,
You knoww;
Funny, Sweet, Handsome, Athletic, Thoughtful, Blahh Blahh Blahh.
Yeaahhh all that stuff is nicee.

What I really want is,

Is a man that will love me at my worst.
Who will still be there when Ive reached my lowest point in life.
Someone thats there for me through my success and my downfall.
Through thickk and thinn, through E V E R Y T H I N G.

What I really want is,

Is a man that will understand me no matter how much sense im not making.
I tend to say the most stupidest things at the most serious of times and the most playful of times and he would have to understand that If he asks me to marry him and my response is "I want a hotdogg." that I dont mean to be inconsiderate, but I really really must want a freaking hotdogg.
I also tend to have no reaction to the funniest of things and the most serious of things.
Oh well, all I ask for is understandingg in that area(:

What I really want is,

Is a man that will make me feel like Im the most beautiful girl in the world,

Im not that girl thats gonna alwayss keep her hair and nails done,
Im not that girl that's gonna always have on the cutest and latest outfit ;
Im not that girl that's gonna cop the new Jordans that come out every Saturday ;
Im just not that girl.
Sometimes I do my hair, Sometimes I dont.
And that man would have to understandd thatt.
Its not like I skip showerss or anything :DD

What I really want is,

Is a man that will take care of me,
I know damn well I can take care of myself,
Thats not the point,
I want a man that will take care of me in every sense of the word,
Yess, materialisticallly too I wonttt liee . .
But also phsyically and mentallyy because sometimess I just be trippinn. (:
I can take care of myself material wise,

But having a man that will tend to your every mental and physical need. . thats something♥

I know this isnt all I want in man for suree. .
But this all I got for noww. =D
Tehehehee^_^
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

My Little Sister Is 8 ; && She's My Bestfriendd.

2010-06-09T21:15:00.009-05:00

I think my sister is probably one of the smartest people I know.
She goes to Kipp Academy, which is partly whyy.
Shes speaks both English && Spanish.
She plays the flute and the violaaaa.
Thats two freakin' instrumentss !
Blahahah I dont even know how to play onee.
She knows basic algebra and biology.
Likee, Damnn.
Lol :D
But what makes her truly a smart little girl is that she understands things that even adults cant get right till this dayy.
I remember the day I got my wisdom teeth puled out,
&& I was cryingg my ass offf !
&& Thiss girl was likee, "Ayeeee. Pop somethingggg and get over itt." and she smiled and walked awayyy.
Likeee wtff ? What 8 year old sayss thatt?
Anywaysss,
Shes my bestfriendd and I lovee herrr♥
I tell her just about everythinggg && I can act stupidd around her and she wouldnt care because she's eighttt.
So she's like me but youngerrrrr (:
I cant wait to teach her what really matters in lifee.
♥

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Summerr Summary♥

2010-06-08T05:31:00.003-05:00

SUMMERR SUMMERR SUMMERR SUMMERR TIMEEEEEEE♥ Soooo,
To be totally honest,
I think my summer might just be whackkk :/
I dont wanna say it,
But thats what its looking likee.
Urghhh :[
However,
I have a couple things that I would like to do before my little summer endss♥

Successfully readd both of my summer reading books.
Take dance lessons with the rest of my officer line.
Meet new people, make new friends (:
Go to the zoo.
Go to thee beachhhhhhhhhh.
Visit TAMUCC♥
Weavee my hairrrr, againn.
Collect hoodiessss((:
Wear springy summery makeuppp.
Attend at least 5 pool partiess. ( I hate pool parties )
Host three events(:
Workkk the fuckkk outttt andd lose 10 lbs.
Studdyy for the SAT's and ACT's.
Spend time with my bayybayy Faithhh♥
Collect braceletsss(:
Give up junkk fooddd :[
Buy a basic Supreme tee or Married To The Mob track jackettt.
Cleann out my room.
Do something remarkably generous for 5 people.
Get "ChubbyCheeks Johnson" sewn on somethingg :DD
Get my nails donee.
Get moneyy, save said moneyy.
Visit the Zoo, Discovery Green, The Science Museum, The Downtown Aquarium, && also the Children's Museum :DD
Go iceskatingggg. I dont really care wheree, as long as im iceskatinggg.
Start runninggg/working outtt. Because I'm not in shape at all.
Learn how to cook a little moree. I really need to learnn asapppppppp.
Meet somebody that can change my life as much as I can change theirs.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats it for NOW.

Thats all for rightt noww.
But I really want to accomplish everything on my listt.
Even though its going to be extremely hard to do thattt.
Ughhhhhhh.
Im hungryyy.
Which is wierd because I just ate alredo less than 3 minutes ago. . .
Yikess.
Well, thats all . . like i saidd :D
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

PS: The ones in purple are things I really want to do.

PPS: The ones in green are the things I really really really wanna do ! :O :D ♥ !

The Badd Things In Lifee.

2010-06-08T03:25:00.002-05:00

Ughhhhhhhhhh.
I absolutely hatee when things do not go my way.
However,
In life I do know that things will not always go my way and that I will have to live with that.
It used to seem to me almost like,
Good things kept on happening to bad people,
&& Bad things were always a re-occuring thing in a good person's lifee.
But to be totally honest,
Now I feel like,
These bad things happen to not just good people,
It happens to all of us,
Simply because I think that God is trying to get through to you.
I think in order to get to where God wants you to be you must encounter what he wants you to go to.
So you can learn what you need to learn,
Develop the skills you need to develop,
&& Perhaps be that better person you know you could be.
I feel like these things humble people.
&& To me humblenesss is the most atttractivee trait a person could ever have.
A person should never ever get to arrogant about their looks,
Or what they have,
Because all those material things are only temporary && they will soon fadee.
Id rather seriously be happy and broke,
Then rich and miserable.
I used to think that money actually could by happiness.
But I realize that now it cannot.
No matter how much money I ever acquiree,
I will always remember where I come from.
Alwayss.
Anyways I know this post is sooo offf pointt and off topicc.
So I'm gonna stop babbling nowww♥
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Thee Random Thingss♥

2010-06-07T14:38:00.007-05:00

I have OCD and ADD. Believe me or nottt.
Im in love with Toaster Strudel. I can probably eat like 5 a dayyy.
I don't like partyinggg. Its just sooo not cutee to mee. Ewwwww.
I hateeee jeanss ! Like seriously, I hate jeans. I hate pants to be honest.
Im always eatingg. Im always hungry. Idk whyy. But I loveeee eatinggg. :D
I loveee danceee.
Im so random. I could be in a serious conversation and blurt out, "I want a dog and skittles" Blahahha. Its crazyy. .
Im a dreamer. Im dream all dayy, all nightttt.
I speakkk Spanishh. Yeahhh, I know thats coool :O
Im absolutely terriffiedddddd of bugs. I hate themm. They make me cryy :[
I would like to change the world one day. I dont know how, But I would like to.
I always wonder what sex would feel like when I finally have it. :O
I like eatinggg cup noodles and hot saucee. ALOT.
I like, no loveeeee making wierd and ugly faces. Its a part of my daily lifee.
I dont trust anybody on this earth but God. Even though he's not technically on Earthh.
I neverrr everr do my feet. Which is typically a huge problem with boys but I tend not to give a fuckkk :[
I hate cereal. && I hate milk. Ewww !
I like reading labels. Anything that has a persuasive little readdingg thingy on itt. :DD
Im in love with Kid Cudi.
Favorite color is Pink.
I Like ribbons and bowsss. I wont leave the house without one in my headdd.
I post statuses on facebook every five minutes. I think like 45 people have "hid" me. :D
I over use smileys. :DDD See?
I wont ever bite the hand that feeds me.
I lovee shiny things. Or things with glitter. Or things that glow. They fascinate me(:
I hate Orange Juice/Apple/Cranberry/Grape Juicee.
I bite my lip all thee timee.
When I was little I had 58 Barbies. Smhh.
I get nervous easily.
I get cold easily.
I get tired easily.
I sincerely hate the winter witha passion. Useless ass season (:
I like chicken. Any kind. As long as its good chickenn. :P
I over analyze things. TOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHH.
Ive always wanted to try the new fizzy skittles. Never got around to it :[[
Ive always wanted a duckk.
I say the wrong things, all thee time. Most times, I dont even have a response which is wierd. Someone will say something so simple like, "I like burgers" and Ill just go blank and not know what to say until a hour later. Which a typical response would have been, "Ohh, I like them too. I also like Hotdogs."
I kinda hate skirtsss.
I re-say things all thee timee. Like all thee time. :D

Theres alot moree.
I just don't wanna over whelm you guyss.
Lmaoo.
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Nigeriaaaa♥

2010-06-07T13:37:00.004-05:00

Love your culturee.
Embrace your culturee.
Because where ever you go,
Your culture its sitting right there with you,
Its in your blood.
I remember being little,
When being African was not cool at alll.
&& Its still not considered "cool" sometimes.
I remember trying to pronounce and alter my last name sooooooo muchh so that it would sound American.
Because I kneww if I admitted to being African I would get clowneddddddd to the extremeee.
But as I got older,
I started to realize,
Like, who gives a fuck?
Im African. Your American or whatever it is that you are,
&& Thats that.
No we dont do or say or eat the same things that you do.
But I'm still a person just like you are.
&& To be perfectly honest I love my culturee.
Alot actually.
So I could care less now what any body has to say about my culturee.
Because in my culture your brought up to be proud.
Prideful in your culture and what prideful in who you are.
So thats what I am.
&& Thats what I will continue to be.
Because being Nigerian truly is a beautifull thinggg.
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

A Good Feeling♥ ^_^

2010-06-03T00:06:00.002-05:00

Well,
I know just about every girl has had that guy in their lives that their just absolutely in love with,
crazy about, and flat out fascinated with,
who ends up leaving you for a ,
well lets be blunt ,
a slutt.
It happens.
&& its very gayyy.
lol,
so anywayss,
ive always wondered and still wonder ,
why the hell do boys always end up picking the slut instead of the housewifee.
hmm, i guess the world will neverr knoww.
which brings me to my storyyy:
so theres this boyy,
who i thought was all i ever wanted,
we had ups and downs && i alwayss knew,
in the back of my head that it wasnt going to workk,
but of coursee, i ignoredd my gutt and kept trying to make it workk.
ill be the first one to say i dont take no bullshitt,
but when you want something to work so badly,
you tend to forget about the bullshit,
&& focus on the "good" ; if theres any.
so long story short,
we got into this huge nasty argument that probably lasted a couple hourss.
soon after though,
something very unexpectedd happendd.
the guy called me,
apologizing.
it wasnt the apology that got me thoughh.
it was the fact that he acknowledged the difference between me and the skanks he's messed around with,
&& is probably messing around with noww.
he let me know what he thought of me,
how im a sweet girl and deserve someone who will treat me as well as i treat themm.
&& you know what he's rightt.
its a really good feeling,
to know that im not put in the same category as the other girl he messed withh.
im glad he realized my worth and how much of a great woman i am.
because i understand that he is young and doesnt want to comitt.
bottom line is,
a man can know your worth, and still treat you like shitt.
im happy to say that ive found someone that knows my worth and knows what to do with it.
gooooooo meee ! ! ! =D !
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

I Made Senior Lieutenantttt ! ♥ ^_^

2010-06-02T18:13:00.006-05:00

Drillteamm. ♥
I have a love/hate relationship with drill teammm.
However, I feel like Drill Team has made me so much of a better person.
Which is why Im so happy that I made Senior Lieuntenantt !
Being senior lieutenant is basically being officer of the dance teamm, its right under the captain and there about 5 of us all together including the captain.
Im so happy that I got this position and I'll be sure that I do a good job at it.
I love the team and the girls so muchhhh !
Well , I love dance period in itselfff. =DD
MANNN IM EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My year starts this summer and things on the teamm will be changedd !
Ohh yesss♥
Well, I just thought Id reflect back on the years being involveddd in drill teamm, so here are a couple flickaroos:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Parentingg.♥

2010-06-01T22:56:00.004-05:00

Parents.
In all honesty,
I love my parents.
Family are/is suppose to be your moral support, your backbone, and where you go in times of need and in times of happiness.
I love my mom because she busts her ass everyday to feed and clothe four kids by herself.
I can see it in her eyes that she gets tired and tired more and more by it and that it stresses her out day by day, but she's doing a damn good job at it and I applaud her for that.
I love my Dad because of his determination for success.
He's been nothing but focused since he's came to this country and it shows.
The man has like 5 degrees.
However,
There are sooooooooo many things that they do that is just unacceptable.
Things that parents just shouldnt do.
I know and fully understand that parents are human beings too ,
&& Their learning just like we are.
But some stuff just makes me say ,
"Reallly dude,?!"
In a sarcastic tone if you didnt catch that. .
=D
Ive learned and recognized a couple things that my parents to do that I will never do to my child:

1. I will never ever ever lie to my child, wether its to protectt them from their feelings or if its just to save my ass. Either way, lying is wrong. &&What happens in the dark, will come out in the dark. Eventually.
2. I won't ever make false promises. No matter how big or small they are, I know what it feels to have your heart set on something or someone only to be let down. && Its not a good feeling.
3. Ill never leave my child. At least not intentionally. && I mean like leaving your child in foreign places. That shitt was scaryy back in the day. Lol.
4. I will not curse in front of my child, I feel like as a Mother we have a certain way we need to portay ourselves and things we need not teach our kids and thats cursing. Not saying that I will be a saint, because I curse like a sailor already, but all that will be tamed as soon as I pop out a kidd.
4. I will try my hardest not to be that overprotective mom, because that stuff is just not cool at all. Because I feel like when a kid becomes a certain age then that kid needs to learn certain things on his/her own♥
5. I will also never comment about my childs appearance in negative wayss. AT ALL. It hurts and no good parent should conflict hurt upon their child periodd.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

This Is Shameful. Just Shameful.

2010-05-16T13:34:00.002-05:00

Like whatt hell?!
What were you thinking?
I seriouslyy want to ask this girl a series of questions on why the hell should would post this.
Afalkfjakla.
Smh.

Your thoughts?!
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Nigga Signsss. ^_^

2010-05-16T03:42:00.002-05:00

1. If he doesnt text/call you in 3 days or more .

If you havent crossed his mind in more than 3 days hunny , then your DONE FOR ! Aha , sorry.

2. After a certain amount of time , he stops texting you . We all qet tired of textinq sometimes dont we , ? But if this hapens often , I think youve qot yourself a problemm.

3. "Hey Babe(:" ' s turn into "Heyy. . " Yikes , Whered all the love go ? No more Smiley faces in texts ? No more cake ? Uh huh , nooo deal.

4. One word answers in text messaqes .One wordinggg . The siqn that he wants to just qet thinqs over withh , or he's just not in the mood . Ahah.

5. He doesnt make an effort to come see you.If a quy is really into a qirl , he'll try his damnest to come see you , espcially if he's a horndogg :D ; So if he's not tryna see you , than he miqht be seeinq someone else ; I mean Im just sayin(;

6. He doesnt let you see his phone , MAJOR RED FLAG .WHAT HE GOTTA HIDE?!? Some people just like their privacy , but when beads of sweat start forminq on his foreheadd , and them nerves qet the best of him , mhmm ' PROBLEM .

7. When you call he says "Lemme call you backk" or "Ima call u rite back" etc , frequently . Okayyyyyy , we all use this linee . All thee time , sometimes we mean to call back , sometimes we dont , but when blurts this line and its barely been 20 mins on the phone , and its happend 2 nites ina row , PROBLEMM , agiann .

8. The "Pop Up/Vanish Act" becomes routinee .Ahh , the famous Pop Up/Vanishh Act , if he's talkinq to you only when he wants to talk to you , and you over their waitin' on a text/call ' uhmm , thatsa signn .

9. He shoots down social invitations . If youve invited him out mmore than twice , and he's shot down each invite , PROBLLEEEEMMMM ! smh , but theres probably explanations for this . One , it depends on the invitee , maybe he doesnt wanna go out ina group , maybe he doesnt wanna go out one on one just yet , you gotta be flexible . Offer bothh , nd if he shuts downn bothh well then boo im sorry :[

10. NO PHYSICAL LOVE ! Ahaha , this one is the one tht kills us ritee , ? Well , some guys just arent PDA kindaa guys . Some quys just dont like showinq PDA in school . HOWEVER , if its been a minute nd he aint makin' it known tht yall are a itemm , then you have what ? ANOTHER PROBLEMM .

Ahaha I wrote this for fun , hopefully itll help someone or somethin ' lol .

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Lays + Hot Saucee = The Best Everrrr =D

2010-05-15T17:07:00.002-05:00

You know those wierd snack combo's you put together that no one likes ?
Well ,
For me its Lays and Hotsauce ;
Ever since I was little my Mom has alwaysss put hotsaucee in her Lays chips and Id be like ,
"Maa, thats really disgusting dude."
Ahaha =DD
But one day I decided to tryy and it was actually really really reallyyy like ohmygosh ;
Damnn this is goooddd, goood !
Lol and ever since then I couldnt eat regular Lays without hotsaucee.
So I suggest you try ittt.
All you do is throww some hotsaucee in your lays bagg and shake it really well.
Ohh, and then eattt. Lol=D
YEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Diggy Dont Be Playin' No Gamess(:

2010-05-15T13:33:00.002-05:00

Ive alwayss supported Diggy,
Simply because of the fact that he's doing all this on his own and isnt going through his father to pursuee his carreer.
&& Turns out the kidd is pretty good(:
If only I was a few years youngerr. . . ♥

Diggy- What They Been Waiting For from philthegod. on Vimeo.

Your thoughts?!
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Summer Programs | SAT's && ACT's !

2010-05-11T17:59:00.003-05:00

Ewwwwww.
So its about that timee eyy?
The end of the year and its like test after test after test after test !
First was the TAKS,
Which im not too worried about,
Then it was the SAT's and ACT's.
Which I dont take until school is outt.
I have finished my AP Tests thank GOD because those were stressing me out majorly !
But I take my SAT's and ACT's right after school is out which im kinddaa worrieddd abouttt.
Any tips or suggestions!?
Lol , an also if you guys know any cool internships or summer programs I could get into please let me know because a nigga tryna do something productive withh her summer (:

Sincerely; <> -♥VictoriaChanel.

Happy Mother's Dayy Mommy♥ !

2010-05-09T11:21:00.004-05:00

The Finest Yella Bone ! ! !
Happy Mother's Dayy Mommyy♥
Even though you be pissin' me offf,
You still my ma and I love you(((:
Sincerely;
Your daughter,
-Victoriaa Grace Utomi♥

Why Dont You Love Me?

2010-05-07T20:28:00.002-05:00

Soooo Im really really megaaa happpy to see that Beyonce made a video for this song !
Suchh a old songggg ' but ima feel it foreverrr because its soo relatablee.
Solange wrote the song and she did a great jobbb and Bey executed it well♥
&& I love the pin up feel she has going on ;
She's a really pretty sixties homemaker♥

"Why Don't You Love Me" - Beyoncé from Beyoncé on Vimeo.

Your thoughts?!
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Therapy 101: You Asked For It And You Got Itt.

2010-05-02T14:06:00.008-05:00

Girls.
Girls can be really flippin' dumb sometimess.
No, really.
In all honesty,
Including myselff.
Because we have this whole grandd idea of what we think a perfect boy is,
Yuh know the usual qualitiess:
Cute, funny, smart, sweet, caring, etc.

But when we do get that perfect boy.
We brush him off like he's nothing special.
Why ?
Because he's "too nice"
Or he's a "pushover"
When really he's not too nice, hes just nice!
One of the qualities we want in a boy rightt?
Smhh.
Girls miss out on really really good guys sometimes because we judge guys who arent neccesarily our "type"
All thee timee.

So instead, we alwayss go for the guys that we know arent going to work out with us in the long run.
&& If its not gonna work out in the long run then why pursue it?
Becausee we always think that we can change him, or that with you he's differentt.
We go for the guys that are dogs.
The guys that are gonna give us nothing but puree drama.
The guys that we know arent good for us,
&& Definitely dnt fit the criteria stated abovee.
I dont wanna sayyy we go after the "bad boy"
Because thatsa overstatement,
But to me its just like girls almost in a way want the guy thats gonna treat them like shitt.
Everybody could find love if we just comprimised.
Comprimising isnt fun, but itll get you to where you need to be♥
-♥VictoriaChanel.

KattStacks?!

2010-05-01T23:09:00.002-05:00

Wtf yall? Why I aint know about her?
This is saddd.
Its funny, but its sadd.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Mag FAB: Voguee Africaaa♥

2010-05-01T15:30:00.003-05:00

So here are a few of the new covers of Vogue Africaaaa.
Uhmm, they dont really do anything for me to be honest,
I like the second cover,
&& Ill probably give it a 6 out of 10.
The first and third don't really draw any attention to me.
&& I think that maybe the MA could've done a wayy better job on that girls make up in the third coverrr.
Your thoughts?!

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Hair FAB: Makee Your Permm Lasttt(: Yayy♥ !

2010-04-29T18:53:00.005-05:00

So its really really rare that I find a hair product that is just totally worth writing about ,
But I found two !
Seeing as to how perms/relaxers last less than two weeks on my hair,
Im always looking for stuff to make it last longer.
So I saw Motions Foaming Wrap Lotion at Walgreens and was like,
"Ohh something neww !"
So of course , I bought itt.
Lol, but it really does well for my hairr.
It really does keep it straight for longer amounts of time when I wrapp it at night,
&& In the morning when I unwrap its still all nice and shiny and bouncyyy.
YAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lol, nd the 2nd product, "Let's Jam Shining and Conditioning Gel" ; Ive always heard about this stuff but I never used it because I was always so picky about what I put in my hair and stufff.
Until I had to do a show with my dance team one day and my friend let me use some of hers because I had no gel.
MAN !
This stuff is really nicee.
Its not greasy like hair grease,
Lord knows I hatee hair grease.
&& Its not all flaky and doesnt get hard like gel.
In fact,
It makes my hair nice and sleek and shiny when I put it in a pony tail♥

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Designed To Be Alonee.

2010-04-27T20:19:00.004-05:00

so ive come to realize that me ,
victoriaagrace utomi, is not designed to have a signifigant other/boyfriend/husbandd/etc.
simply because of the way that i am.
and im okay with that.
im wayy to complicated.
im too loud, and im too quiett.
im too spontaneous, and i hold back wayy to muchh.
im blonde but im making a's and b's in my ap classes.
im too wierd and im too perfect.
i strive to please others too much and i dont give a fuckk even moree.
im too nicee, an im wayy to cruel.
i dont like talking on the phone.
but often find myself falling asleep on someonee.

i am my own juxtaposition.
my own paradox.
my own contradiction.
my own hipocrit.

im the only one that can handle myself, and even doing that gets hard sometimes.
i scream at random times of frustration.
i have one the worst attitude, and im wayy to friendly all in one dayy. i eat like a white forty year old man.
i never do my feet.
im very veryyy loud sometimes.
i throw temper tantrums.
im hardheaded and stubborn.
and many other things,
im not saying these things are why im going to be alone,
im saying these things contribute to it.
i just wouldnt not impose those things on someonee.
&& to be honest, i think that boys would just fuck up my life plans.

perhaps, i just haven't met him yett, but i doubtt thats the casee.

granted, we are to young to even know the first thing about love, but im not to young to figure out that im just not designed to be with someone.
to be honest, i dont even like people like thatt.
im good being alonee.
i likee being alone, which is wierd because when i was little i absolutely dreaded being alone.
but now, it comforts me.
i like being alone and thinking to myself about random things.
i could do that all day actually.
sure, i like boys.
just not for long enough amounts of time, and then when i do, its a total waste of timee.
boys are like wants not needs.
i dont wanna give into the cliche' saying that im "misunderstood"
because i dont think that i amm, i just think that its a rare amount of people that actually get what im saying and where im coming from.
its whateverrr.
lol.
girls take this relationship things wayy too seriously, while boys dnt take it seriously at all.
girls are just emotional creatures and go by what we see from videos and movies and songs about what love should be.
guys really just dont give a fuckk.
me ,
personally,
i dont mind being alone, matter fact its quite comfortinggg♥
sincerelly
-♥victoriaachanel.

Therapy 101: Toxic Friends.

2010-04-27T19:37:00.004-05:00

Mkayyyy,
So I think every girl has that one friend wether its a close one or not ,
That just is totally toxicccc.
I know I have a coupleee.
Like ,
The ones that correct you on everythinggg, not because your wrong,
But just because they feel like they have to be right on everythingg.
Or the one that gives you compliments that always make you feel like their insults,
Yuh know, compliments like ;
"I lovee your skirt, I saw something like that at Walmart the other dayy.."
BITCH WTF?!
Ill cut yo ass. .
Lmao (:
Or they'll do little things to piss you off on purpose but swearrr that they had no intention on doing it in the first place.
Smfhh, stuff like that just kindaa makes me madd.
It makes me think ,
Woww, this girl really has self-esteem problems. <BR> && Takes them out on others either consciously or sub-consiously.
Idk if I spelled that rightt :/
So I have advice for two sets of girls todayy:

1. For the toxic friend: If your really that low, then Im gonna need you to call the Tyra Show for some help, because if you keep trynaa hoe your friends on the slickk, you wont have any friends(:

2. For the girl who has a toxic friend: Yeahh, you might just want to let this girl know what's going on and how you feel, hopefully it'll give her a wakeup call, and if she loves you enough and values the friendship, then most likely she'll layofff.

KK !
Im donee, goodbye.!

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Missing In Actionnn.

2010-04-27T19:17:00.003-05:00

Hello bloggworldd (:
I am soo sorry that I haven't been blogging or at least updating this old thingg.
But I've been soo busy with school && drillteam that finding time to write was absolutely imposs.
&& For that I owe you guys an apology,
SORRYYYY !!!!!! (((:
But I will be back to my normal blogging cycle soon enough because TAKS is this week and once that is done with ;
TRUST ; my ideas and thoughts will be up here more oftenn!
Lol, so how have you guys been?!
Ive been reading everyone's blogs and stuff and it seems like everyones just ready for the year to end , yeahh?
Mee too(:
Ive been looking at colleges and Ive decided that I'm going to SFA !
I think that that might just be the college for me (:
So I'm gonna try to do my best of my SAT's and ACT's and shizz so I can go theree with my baby Kc Tiko ;
Also, I've learned alot while I was away and I will be blogging about those things shortly♥ !
Anywaysss, ,BR> I guess this post was just a little apology thingy saying sorry for not posting anyhting since like , easterrr.
Lol , its not like yall read my shit anyways (;
Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Happy Easterr From VictoriaChanel && Her Urgent Thoughts(:

2010-04-04T11:41:00.006-05:00

I hope all of you guys have a safe and happy easter ♥

Bunnies Are Overrated (:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Quotables: Chris Agboola♥

2010-04-04T01:00:00.002-05:00

"If you stay in love with a person after they leave then its no longer love, its obsession."
-Chris Agboola(:

When he's gone he's gone ,

No sense in stressing overr itt.

If your in love with him and he's not in love with you ;

Then wtf is your pointttt ?

Might as well screamm fuckkk himand keep it moving♥

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Home FAB: Cindy Gallop's Black Haven♥

2010-04-03T21:53:00.004-05:00

Cindy Gallop ; the new chairman of advertising at BBH decided to showcase her new apartment.
When describing her apartment she said , “at night, i want to feel like I’m in a shanghai nightclub…”
Well Gallop ,
Mission Accomplishedd.
Damn, Id loveeee to live heree.
I would keep that place cleann every dayy I promiseeeeee !

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Therapy 101: Point 1, Point 2, NOT Point 1.5 (:

2010-04-03T19:36:00.006-05:00

Letting go sometimes can be one of the toughest things you could possibly ever do,

But at the same time it could be one of the best things you could ever personally do for yourself.

Right now,

I can honestly say that Im just sitting in the middle.

I havent let go,

But I havent pushed forward either.

&& I have two choices in front of me,

1. Let go and start freshh.

2. Try to repair what's left of this relationship.

Now,

Both of those options Im okayy with,

Its just the thought of making the wrong decision that haunts me.

&& Im pretty sure it haunts most people;

Thats why we stay in the middle.

The middle are our comfort zones.

Well, its definitely my comfort zone.

Because I dont have to worry about starting all over ;

&& I dont have to worry about fixing anything either.

But being in the middle doesnt make me happy.

Im either at Point 1 or Point 2 ;

NOT 1.5 !

I say all this to tell you,

Dont waste timee.

Dont waste time with the one you love when your not really getting what you want out of it,

If you love the person, and that person lovess you ; then you either lay down the law and fix things ; or you packk your stuff up and go for what you know you deservee.

Even if you think you "love" that person , if your not happy ' then "love is useless.

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

Home FAB: Tufted Pixel Rug(:

2010-04-02T23:34:00.006-05:00

This is pretty adorable(:

If youd like to look for it , its under the brand name Tufted.

The makers of this rug though is the Portugese, Piodao Group.

For some reason it reminds me of a mermaids tail.
Lol (:

Idkk whyyyy.

Here are couple flickaroos:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Style Me Up: Louboutin Lace-Ups♥

2010-04-02T22:52:00.003-05:00

Damnnn. These are beautiful.

This is exactly the reason why I must marry a rich NFL player to buy me pretty things:P

Blahahahhaha :D

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Hot && Bothereddddd '

2010-03-28T02:37:00.000-05:00

Trey Sonqz Makes Me Wanna Do Things .

Period Point _____ .

Like , I Love Himmm .

Lol '

Style Me Up: Culture Shockkk From The 90's.

2010-03-26T19:22:00.004-05:00

The exact things you woulnt catch me dead in ,

Are the exact things that made you one fashionable chick in 1995.

Can you believe it?!?!?!
Air walks? Really?!?!?
Vinyl shoes?!?!?
LOAFERS WITH THE CHUNKY HEEL?!?!?
My goshhhhhh. Lol '

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Jewel Me Up: Michael Jackson Jesus Piece ?

2010-03-26T19:01:00.002-05:00

Hmmmm.
No deal.
As much as i truly do love and respect Michael,
I don't think there is a need to make a Jesus piece replaced with his face.
Yes ,
He was and still is a big and huge part of pop culture,
But that doesnt call for that big of a comparison.
The piece looks cool, but to me its disrespectful to me as a Christian.
ANYWHO ,
You can get this at mr.tastees.com
Blahahahaha.

Tastees TV: Introducing the Michael Jesus Piece from Nick Brazinsky on Vimeo.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

SHORT GIRLS ARE THE BEST GIRLS♥

2010-03-24T21:06:00.003-05:00

Damnnn !

Everywhere I go Im reminded of how short I am ,

&&Im not even that short !

Im like , Five twooo .

Its wierd tho,

Because in 5th grade I remember being like one of the tallest girls !

Idk , from then I just stopped growing :[

Ehh ,

Short Girls WOOT WOOT !

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

HOES: Thirsty Ones, Claimin' To Be Independent Ones.

2010-03-17T23:48:00.004-05:00

Umm.

Hmmm.

Okay.

Lol.

Sooo ,

I have a current annoyance taking place heree.

&I thought I should voice my opinion about it.

Long sighh*

Girls that be screaming they "Independent Bitches"

GET ON MY NERVESSSSSSSS.

Likeee reallyy.

Its okayyy if your yelling you a independent bitchh, and you actually ARE independent.

Thennn your good, but for the girls who arent ;

Then theres a problemm.

Dont sayy your independent, if your nott.

Girls who throw themselves at boys/men that don't even want them is completely ridic,

Its even more ridiculous when the girls sayy that they dnt need no man,

if you dnt need no man then why you runnin toward a nigga as soon as they walk thru the door?

NOOOOO.

Noooo dealll.

Lol (:

Lemme give you a couple scenarios:

Scenario #1 :

A group of girls are chattering anxiously about boys and other crap girls talk about:

Amanda: "Mannn f*ck these niggas, I dnt need no nigga I can do whatever the fck I want too when I want too and cant no nigga tell me what to do"

Sarah, Lauren, && Amber : *start clapping and nodding agreeing and shitt*

(Bryson comes in, lookin' real nice, maybe a solid 8 out of a 1-10 scale, handsome, and looks like he has alotta moneyy)

INSTANTLY , Amanda , the mainnnnn one talking saying she needs "no nigga" ends up throwing herself at the dude.

I mean this girl did the whole nine yards,

Shes started talking in that ugly ass baby voice that girls do when they want a boy to like them,
She started twilring that nonsense ass curly weave on her head, and batted her eyelashes like there was salt in them and she needed to instantly flushhh it outt.
DAMNN ! She gets 20 SMH's from me and I mean thattt.

Disclaimer: Although this is a true sorry, the names are totally made up to help cover up these needy girls' identity(:

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING.

2010-03-17T23:37:00.005-05:00

Long sighh*

Bottom Line: I need to do something with my life.

Not for friends, not for people, but for myself.

I need to do something big , and I need to do it fast.

I dont know what, but I have to do somethinggg.

Its just that uncomfortable feeling of restlessness ;

I know for a fact most of my friends will end up doing huge things with their lives ;

&& Thats wonderful to me.

But I feel like I cant waittt.

I cant waittt till Im older to do something.

I need to do something.

If you dnt know what Im talking about , Its okayyy.

Because I dnt even know what Im talking aboutt.

I just feel like I need an oppurtunity.

I dnt know if any of you guys can identify with this,

But if you do, pleasee comment this because I need some type of guidance.

Because feeling lost is nottt cool at ALL.

I feel like I need to be doing something major in my life ;

Because being an average student is not satisfying me.

Being average isnt satisfying me , because im NOT average.

Im wierd.

Wierd, but not average.

Id rather be wierd than average.

Im not donee.

But Ill elaborate more laterrr.

Ughh.

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

RUMM TUMMMM TUGGERRRR ♥

2010-03-17T23:19:00.002-05:00

Ummmm.
For some reason I have this really wierd obsession ,
With the guy that plays the Rum Tum Tugger in the musical Cats ,
Like ; I Really have a problemm.
I watch his scene every dayyyy and every nighttt.
Im pretty sure he's old and wrinkly underneath all that makeup.
But theres something that makes me squeal and giggle when I watch him (:
AHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
Just thinking about him makes me smile(:
Goshh !
This guy is like suave/cool/exciting/sexyyy/ agfkldsajfklj !
AHHHH !!!!!
Omgggg he just sends chills down my spine (:
Uhmmmmmmmmm ,
Heres the clip that always gets me all giggly(:

Is he not hottt ?
Everything about him is hot, including his gayyy outfitt.
I love him, and I know that he loves me.
He HAS TOO !

I know I probably sound just a little bit dilusional ,

But at this pointt , who really cares :DD

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Dear Eno , (PartSix]

2010-03-06T12:19:00.003-06:00

Dear Eno ,

I know I havent written you in a whilee.

But please know that you havent left my mind at all.

Ill always remember the good times we hadd♥

Like when I finally learned your whole namee(:

Funnystuff.

I guess Im writing you this to let you know that Im still here.

Still here remembering you andd shitt.(:

I know your doing just fine up theree ,

So Ill just tell you how im doing downn heree.

I think Im doing pretty good.

But alot of negativee stuff just keeps happeningg ; like damnn.

I really dont know whats going on ,

But it seems like I just keep getting shitted on and on and on.

Whichh is not cool at all.

My main focus right now is getting into a good college.

I really really want to go to SFA , but the way things are looking rightt now ,

I dont really knoww.

Hopefully I get acceptedd thoo.

My social life is also FCKED UP.

Not driving is putting a serious hault on my social lifee.

But I guess thats a good thing , because it kinda forces me to stayy homee.

&&If I stayy home I an study for the SATS , I bought the bok and everythingg ,

Just havent picked it upp yett. Its like collecting dust on my dresser.

Long sigh*

Boys are also contributing to the major lameness in my lifee.

Theyy just suckk all thee timee.

They never really know what they wannttt.

&&They always want sex :[

Sometimes not giving it up suckss. Ahaha.

I guess thats about itt.

We all miss you downn heree.

Reall stuff♥

There are soo manythings that I would only talk to you about ,

That I just keep to myselff noww.

You were special to everyone and their mama:D

Okay im donde babbling like I always do.

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

Let Me Give It To You Raw_♥ Pt.2

2010-02-26T22:39:00.002-06:00

Never ever date a broke niggga ,

Mama always told me ,

"NO MONEY NO HONEY♥"

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

This Is Beautiful (:

2010-02-26T21:26:00.002-06:00

This is adorable.
Watch watch watch watch watch watch,
Super cuteee, super unbelievable, super super(:
What a cute little pick me up !

Your thouqhts ?

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

LUXIRARE EDIBLE HEALTH CRAYONS. (:

2010-02-26T20:37:00.005-06:00

Health bars made and molded into crayon shapes(:
They can actually color too !
How cool right ?
&& This stuff is actually made of stuff thats really really good for you ,
Like veggies and fruits , bee pollen , and even yellow Fruity Pebbles !
Those of course contributed to the yellow crayon.
Mann, I really wanna try these.
Like, really.
Lol (:
Here are a couple flickaroos:

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

Racist KFC Commercial ?

2010-02-26T20:02:00.002-06:00

Lmaooo ,
Isnt this comercial just a tad bit racist ?
I think soo.
Lmao ,
Its kindaa funny tho !

Racist ?
Not Racist ?

Smhh (:

Ahahah.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Vaginal Bedazzling | Jewel Up That Thangg.!

2010-02-26T19:19:00.005-06:00

So today I was doing my weekly catch up ,

Yuh know jsut catching up on my favorite blogs and suchh ,

&& I read about this new trend called Vajazzling ,

Lmaoo ' how self explanatoryy righttt ?

Its basically Bedazzling your Vajayyyjayyy.

And I must sayyy , I think its kindaa coool :DDD

Id bedazzle my vajayy anydayyy ! (:

Actually , I think I wanna actually Vajazzle it. Lol ;

Itd make me feel alot bettter about my cooter :D

The lady below is Bryce Gruber who recently got Vajazzled and wrote about it ;

On theluxuryspot.com ,

Here are a couple flickaroos:

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

♥Mhmmm(:

2010-02-24T21:43:00.001-06:00

Im Addicted To Your Chocolate High♥

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

Your Gaga Daily Dose.

2010-02-23T18:37:00.001-06:00

This is absolutely brilliant scary and genius all at once.
I loveeeeeeeee Gaga.

Sincerely;
-♥VictoriaChanel.

Nicki Minaj Is Nicki Minaj , You Are YOU .

2010-02-23T17:35:00.005-06:00

OHMYGOSH.

These girls are everywhere.
Runnin' aroun callin themselves "Fly Girls" && "Bad Bitches" && "___ Barbies" and shitt.
Smh !
I was on FB less than a week ago and I came across the fan page , "I love Nicki Minaj"
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
DO you know what the hell I saw on that damn page ?
Let me tell you ,
I saw girls with the whole nine ,
The pink tracks in the back , long black hair and bangs , and the "voice" !

I wanted too cryy and sit down and train every follower I came across ,
Then I saw the fan page , " Nicki Minaj Does Nicki Minaj , You Need To Do YOU. "
I really wish every wannabe came across that page ; Lol

But anywayss beloww is a vidd of one the biggest Minaj wannabes in the worldd.

ENJOY (:

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.

International Announcement For Girls 13-18 *

2010-02-18T18:02:00.005-06:00

Dude.

Boys are to no longer be taken seriously from this moment on.

Why ?

Because ,

We're young.

So many of us girls forget the fact that we're young and we try and do more grown up things ;

Like finding love ,

Dnt get me wrong , its not impossible to be in love at all at this age ,

Im sure we've all loved or came close to it ;

However , if your going around seriously wanting it ;

Then you should probably stop wasting your time .

WE ARE YOUNG ,

There is really no need for you to be taking these relationships so seriously ;

Like , at all.

Its hard to get over someone if youve have/had strong feelings for that person ;

I know that myself.

However , if yu start to talk to someone ,

In the begninning you should already have the mentality or mindset of ,

"I shouldnt put 110% into this because there is a chance ; a very big chance that I will not marry this guy ; and that in ten years I will probably forget the name of this guuyy."

THATS WHAT NEEDS TO HAPPEN !

If this doesnt happen ,

If your not thinking this ,

Then you WILL end up liking or even loving a little harder than you are suppose too.

But Idk,

Whateverr.

Im juss sayinn;

Ahaha.

Im bout to go to my Daddys ina feww ;

So ima hopp off this thanggg ;

BYE GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ((:

Sincerely;

-♥VictoriaChanel.